Saturday, January 29, 2011

I'm Coming Clean...

I find it hard to believe, how people can simply forget how it feels to be put through some of the worst experiences of their lives and then have the heart to put someone else in their shoes and treat them like they're inhuman. Those who were taken for granted, take others for granted. Those who were cheated on, cheat on others. Those who lost their hope and faith, crash and murder the tiny fragments of hope that's left in others. I was cheated on by someone who got cheated on by his ex-girlfriend 6 times. And to think that someone who understood what it felt like to have something like that happen to him, would never do anything of hat sort to me... How wrong I was. And right now. I don't know what to feel. I was taken for granted once before. I was treated like shit. My ego and pride were burned to ashes. All this, was done by someone who went through the exact same with the only girl he had ever loved. Her memories lurked around in his mind, and despite knowing what he was doing to me, he went ahead with it. And though I have forgiven him. I can never forget. Because, despite having moved on. Despite having let go off him, because of what he did, I can never make myself vulnerable to anyone. Never let anyone know what I am behind the smile I always have on my face.

After reading this post, I'll probably get a million questions on formspring. Offensive questions that would probably make me want to slap the one who's asking me. And I only have one thing to say to those people.

"FUCK YOU. I hope you die and burn in hell. I hope you go through worse and never build up the strength to get over it. And I hope you NEVER get you reasons for closure. I hope karma bites you in the ass and you never understand why it's happening to you.
Lots of HATE.
Sincerely,
Shivangi"

Thank You.

9 comments:

nil said...

..................somehow, this post was inevitable.

Shayne Dias said...

Bloody hell!this is easily the most bitter post I have ever seen!

AS said...

Never be vulnerable? .. you just dream of it ...

Splatters Of Ink said...

Nil, :|

Shayne! :S

AS, I didn't really mean vulnerable in the sense that somebody could take me for granted. It's like, letting someone know me enough, to let them in, so much so that they have the power to make a difference to my life.

aakash said...
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Sonshu said...

Hello, My first time here :) Hoping to be more regular :P Following you too :P ahhahaha

This post was like so.....much like medicine. Bitter truth!

Splatters Of Ink said...

Sonshu, thank you. =) You should go through the rest of my blogposts. This was just a random rant. =D

aakash said...

your rants are dangerous..
removed my earlier comment coz it ws heating up here :P
and your bunny is extremely frustrating!!

Splatters Of Ink said...

Hahaha. Yeah. I'm used to it. Anonymous stalkers are annoying. But I love my bunny! :D